Hi all, I'm a 29yr old mother of one diagnosed with RA in 2008 and other blood disorders (Factor V Leiden and MTHFR) in 2004.
So far I've fallen into the percentage of NOT helped by medicine. I've been on at least 7- can't even remember all the names. Leflunomide, Methotrexate, Enbrel... and currently on Cimzia. I've been on it two months and have gotten no relief.
I'm majorly down in the dumps lately. I'm too young to feel so wretched (and no, I don't think anyone is old enough to feel this bad!).
I've been in physical therapy for the last three weeks after BEGGING to get into my rheumy and them doing xrays because of the back and hip pain I was having. Hip checked out okay but my SI joints were majorly inflamed. They gave me a shot in the office and suggested PT. Some days it helps, others/most it doesn't. I can't do the stretches some days (or harldy get out of bed.) Between working FT, having a daughter and a husband who travels 50% of the time I'm at my wits end.
I told PT yesterday I was going to stop going (it's just feeding more money to the RA monster) but they gave me limbrel500 to try. Which is how I found ya'll- google brought me here to a post about it. I guess I'll try it although I have no OA.
I just need relief- I need to feel decent! My rheumy says the next step is infusions which HOW am I supposed to do that and keep my job? His office is an hour away and whichever of the two he recommended, one is more often and quicker but the other is 5 hours how ever often.
FRUSTRATED! I need to get better for my kiddo if nothing else but most days I just feel DONE. I've never noticed an improvement on anything except steroids and thanks to that I've done tapers most of the last three years and gained 25lbs. Which at my last visit my doctor told me to take off to help my joints! And how do you excersise when ur entire back is in spasm trying to compensate for messed up joints? Even before this current issue I tried and if my knees and ankles and TOES didn't hurt then my wrists and hands did. kinda hard to find an excersise that doesn't involve ur limbs. And no- I don't have access to a pool.
Sorry for the rant... did I say frustrated? I meant drowning.