Hello everyone
I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder last wednesday ... I have suspected im bipolar for the last 2 years , but tried to be clever and "deal " with it myself.
This of course nearly led to disaster and I finally decided to see a shrink after severe health problems caused by stress ... I had also appled for a new job and I knew I wouldnt be able to cope with my mood swings.
I tend to the " manic" with severe irritability , often thinking violent thoughts .. and racing thoughts .. so bad I havent slept properly in years.
My Doc has me on tegretol and rivotrol and I cant believe I feel so much better after a mere 5 days .. A friend of mine has announced im now behaving like a decent human being I never realised I was so bad ....
Im South African and 46 .... sheesh so many wasted years