Hi im new

I am morrrr
Sometime ago I went on this website and the forum for depression,I was trying to find out why I felt this way.So sometime ago I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder 2.So I came onto this forum ,See how it goes.
Im More Im 16 and hello
maybe ill start chatting soon...

Ive noticed.I came on this website because I was very confused and lost.I searched the web countless time and found whatever I was feeling.I went to the doctor and she said I have manic depression or clinical.Gave me som pills and I was off.I still felt really strange so I searched for forums

This wasnt something Id normally do but I was trying to fix myself.I typed pages and pages and talked to people,Figured out Ive been like this since I was little.Longstorys cleared all that up.I went back to the doctor,They told me I was bipolar.Just so any readers know who I am just introducing myself.:(

I know this must be it everything bipolar type 2 has to offer is in me,My thoughts emotion and physical movements.I decided to stay in my house for somedays Ithas really started to mess with me And I could start getting beat up for it.I go outside and I get juice boxes thrown at me.

I got thrown out of school for the 3rd time now.This last time was because of this.I coulndt handle being in a class with kids so I left twice.The 3rd day I was there they let me go.It was also A continuation school so school gets out at 12:30.

Ill just try to improve for now.no worries,maybe a little

yes,My changing moods is one of my biggest problems and a continuation school is the same as a highschool.In highshool you need to pass classes to get credits you need 250 to graduate.I have 60 so a continuation school has faster grading periods,They grade every 3 weeks.So they let you catch up


Does anyone know if letting your mania stage be a good idea?
Im Bipolar but im also a very confused teenager.So my sanity is like cracking an egg pouring it into a cup then mixing it and splattering it somewhere.So the cracked shell is laying on the floor wondering where the yoke went or if it ever had a yoke.Or if it is a shell and what type of a shell it would be.Or what it looks like from the outside.

So it trys to grasp some sense of reality and tells its self ,its this but is not sure if it is.So it wonders.wHILE wondering it starts to think to much and goes into more thought.After pills or sitting down being normal he realizes he was the person who cracked the egg and put it into the cup but is so confused he starts back at the yoke or maybe the egg or even the cup.Who knows.?