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Posted 11/18/2008 11:16 PM (GMT 0)
Hello i did it again i did not want to take my seriquel so i stopped.  I lasted 2 days and was out of my mind.  i saw my social worker and she suggested i take my pill.  i did but today and yesterday was so bad.  it is so painful.  i wish this could all stop.  i need to up my kilonipin is what they are thinking i go into this huge feeling of anxioty.(spelling)  i can't even function in the afternoon it feels like the scared pain is going a mile a minute.  any med better than seriquel?  i am worried i want to be normal and get back to work.  I just don't know when i am going to act out, and feel this pain inside.
Posted 11/19/2008 6:52 PM (GMT 0)
Oh fast1,

I'm so sorry. It definitely sounds like you need a med adjustment. Please take your pills. You need them, even if they are inadequate, they're better than nothing. When do you see your pdoc again?

serafena
Posted 11/19/2008 10:03 PM (GMT 0)

Thanks for the reply i did take my meds i know what you mean i do have to take them even if i  don't like it.  i see my dr next week.

i'll see if he has any better ideas for me.  o  today was a little bit of a better day! 

Posted 11/20/2008 1:32 PM (GMT 0)

I too tried to quit Seroquel cold turkey, I was very sick for days.  I have medication issues as well.  But, kust keep trying until they get it right.  I know it is hard and I know how you feel.  Some days I just want the world to stop and let me off for a few days until I feel better.  BP is a hard thing to live with but I do have faith that one day i will find the right meds, that one day I will feel like going out and enjoying life again.  BP is like being on a roller coaster, everyday.  What a ride!

I hope you feel better soon.  Take Care.

Posted 11/21/2008 10:22 PM (GMT 0)
BP Gemini thank you so much for your response it help so very much. i see dr on wednesday and i am hoping he will change some stuff. i want to see if i can go on wellbutrin. before they found out i was BP i was on wellbutrin and it seem to help. i hate taking seroquel so much in the afternoon. it makes me a zombie. and yes being BP is like being on a rollercoster. i can't take the ride sometimes, i just want to feel good, no anxioty and racing thoughts. i can't even remember how this all started, but when i get the right meds maybe i'll be ok. thanks again fast 1
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