moods like mine can anybody else relate?

 

its be well let me update you my partner of 2 years has giving me a optimatum either i get my moods under control or he's leaving me basically our future lies in my hands he says im unpredictable and it's a different me every hr either im emotionless and depress or hyper and hostile quick tempered i get these thoughts in my head i become very suspicious of people and feel like im being watched by "the people" like everyone is watching my every move they talk about me in their heads so i can't hear but i know their talking about me i really don't know who to trust i feel like everyone is waiting for me to lose it so they can have total control over me which i will not give them this is too much for me its not me with the problem its everyone else tell me whats going on help!!!!!!!

i was but stopped taking them while pregnant i just had my daughter in dec and have't went back im trying to do it without the meds

After my son was born were the WORST ultradian cycling.  Bad stuff that even meds couldn't control.

My advice:  Get back on meds until the post-partum hormones wear off and you are stable.  Then consider going back off meds.

thanks everyone for your suggestions and advice im making an apt tomorrow to see a doc thanks how everything turn out as planned