Back again

I am not new here, but it has been a very long time since I posted on here. Maybe some of you will remember me, maybe not. I am the husband of a BP sufferer with rapid cycling & traits of psychosis. A couple years ago my wife was admitted to the hospital after a severe manic episode in which she had an online affair with someone. We were able to move past it & I had pretty much got over it, then a couple months ago she started showing the indicators again, got lazy with her meds & then ended up doing the same thing again, only worse this time. This time it was with a complete stranger she met on Facebook. She was telling pre-imptive lies to cover the lies she was going to tell. Every time I ask her about a detail she lies, then I find out the truth on my own thru her txt messages. I cannot believe anything she says now. She is now back in the hospital getting her meds regulated again. I just don't know if I can move past it this time. She is remorseful & it is starting to sink in what she has done. I have told her that I would try in order to have not wasted the past 10 years of my life. Plus we have an 8 yr old with autism & I don't know how us splitting up would effect him. Like I told her, I still love her in the sence that I care about her, but am far from in love with her & don't know if I can get it back or not. Am I going to have to go thru this every couple years? I just don't know if I can open my heart to her again. Please share your thoughts or experience if you feel comfortable.

Thanks 

I am so sorry to here that this has happened to you again. Being someone with bipolar and having overly sexual feelings at times I know how your wife feels but can not justify her doing it. I have NEVER cheated on my husband. I acutaly brings us closer together. I wish u luck and will be thinking and praying for u to be strong and the right thing to do will come to you. If u decide to stay with her see if she can not play role playing games with u to make her cheating ways be directed tward u. W/B and let us know how u are doing. We realy do care.

SLZ

Hey Rocket - how can you fulfil the need? Seriously, read up on cosmopolitan.com or something. Make her feel wanted and needed. Like sex on the countertop while making dinner. Or a public place (don't get caught, lol). I see it an an opportunity to HAVE FUN with bipolar disorder. (Unfortunately my fiance doesn't quite see that. :( )

And before you go to that consult, look up borderline personality disorder. There are some things about attention, affection, relationships, promiscuity that are a trait of bpd.