is it possible I'm close to finding the right med combo?

Hey everyone.....for those of you that somewhat know me, that have read my darkest days.....I think I'm close to the right dosage of my meds. I've been taking 1200mg of lithium now for about 2 weeks along with 100mg Lamotrigine and (100mg of Seroquel, 30mg of Temazepam) for sleep. I feel stronger.....which is a big Deal. I'm still having anxiety issues but I'm trying my best to stress as little as possible. I'm a little worried because it seems the stronger i feel the more i want to pull away from my husband. Not that he doesn't deserve it but I'm not ready for what that may mean. I'm just taking stock in a small victory. Finally something that feels like it's working. That doesn't let me feel like i want to die and that i can never be whole again. I still cry a lot....but mostly when I'm watching sad things on tv. I know it sounds stupid. I know I'll have bad days....but that's ok, I think I can handle them. At least in moderation. Lol