hi everyone been in this bad state for a bit. a very
mixed mood state is current. can't sit still either. been
like this for 3 days. sleep is very disturbed am sleep
talking a lot-something i do, but it totally wrecks your
rem cycle-as your partially awake, and that it is draining,
weird i know but it takes it out of you!!! have a lot
on my mind, study, finances, other stuff-bills etc. there
is some deep personal stuff going on too. will talk about
them later. oh well, struggle on. i do have my hw family-
so thank you to you all. with compassion, jamie