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Posted 5/4/2011 8:04 AM (GMT 0)
Not multiple personality disorder.
My happiness isn't fake. It's genuine and real. Depression comes out of nowhere at any given time and breaks me down bit by bit.
Everyday is an emotional journey.
I have my mind set on something, and but another part of me is going the opposite direction.

I've never been diagnosed for anything. I don't think I have anything. I just want someone to talk to. I've never told anyone this, I don't think there's anyone I could tell.
Posted 5/4/2011 11:37 PM (GMT 0)
I think you sound very human. I have to practice self-acceptance every day. When I do this I feel better. Go easy on yourself...you are perfect just the way you are.
Posted 5/6/2011 12:18 AM (GMT 0)
There must be a reason you posted this under Bipolar Disorder. If you instincts tell you that you have a disease it may be best to see a professional and let them decide. Even if money is tight, there are usually mental health services in most areas that will see you on a sliding scale. There is nothing to be ashamed of regarding having bipolar disorder, it is no different than any other illness, but be honest with yourself and if you think something serious is going on look into it, it may be nothing but it may be something you need to take care of
Posted 5/6/2011 1:21 AM (GMT 0)
When I was a freshmen in high school, in health class, there was a video about mental illnesses and bipolar was one. I KNEW that was me! But my instructor shot me down.

I let one person's untrained unobjective OPINION prevent me from getting treatment for 10 years.

I do feel like completely different people in my episodes. My choices from clothing to food change dramatically. Even my handwriting is SIGNIFICANTLY different. I do have rapid cycling, so I do experience multiple moods everyday.

Like viola- says, you posted here for a reason. Get to a psychiatrist, get eith a diagnosis (and treatment), or the clarity, freedom of know 100% for sure that you are mentally healthy, with just a distinctive personality.

XOXO
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