I have been on Depakote (med #5) for two weeks and although it has helped with my anxiety the best I feel like I am a walking zombie most days. Going back to my pdoc tomorrow, but can I just say I am dreading it! I really feel this depression of mine is going to have to work itself out and meds are not going to help. It has been such a LONG, TOUGH 6 months! The good thing is it is much better than it was in February, but it still is such a big part of me right now.
I'm in one of those modes that everyone else looks like they have it all together and are financially secure and so happy and here I am worried about everything when there is no current reason. I am trying to push beyond this and can do it sometimes, but I hate having to work this hard. Will persevere since I have 2 beautiful 7 1/2 year old twin girls. Just needed to get this off my chest before I have to go talk to my pdoc tomorrow....ugh!!!!