Rage

There is a common thread in my family of snapping
And biting each other heads off.ages 47, 53,54.
And my father 78.

My brother is constantly screaming and saying hurtful
Things and then thinks an hour later it's ok.

He never appollogizes and when I tried to talk to him
about the screaming and the thingshe said he screamed even louder
To deny it.

He has this same problem with his wife and employees.
He never apologizes. It's like split personality from rage
To acting like nothing happened.

He always has to be the loudest person in the
Room.
Is this bipolar. ??

My two sisters if you ask them a question they
Are nasty . Always annoyed and never happy.

Is that bipolar?

I have been diagnosed bipolar many years ago
and tried medications, liver detoxes, meditation retreats.
AA which helped tremendously with accepting
Responsibility and coping skills and behavior modification.

Everytime I get back around my siblings
I see them getting worse. Hateful.


I am eldest and labeled as the problem person in family
Even though I have been sober for 15 years and have
done all kinds of healing.

Is it possible my entire family is bipolar? Where does all the hatefulness come from?
It is not just with me its with each other and other
day to day people in their lives.

Is rage and verbal abuse a bipolar thing or is
it something else.

I also found out 3 yrs ago I have chronic Lyme
For most of my adult life. Treatment for that helped
My mental state and rage.

Also keeping my salt intake up helps keep me
Healthier. Lithium orinate upplement
Helped balance me and about 10 days a month 300 mg
of lithium carbonate pharmacutical.
Also bio identical hormones.


Is it possible my siblings all have Lyme.
Or is it the entire family is bipolar.
My father is the worst rager and is now
Very sick but still treating us all like dogs.

Are whole families bipolar . Rage?

Post Edited (bucci) : 4/17/2012 2:12:43 AM (GMT-6)

Hey thanks living well. I'm sorry for that long post.

Is there any possibility Lyme could be problem in your
family?
Or is this hereditary?
Is there any other symptoms physical?

Is your entire family on medication?

I saw a homeopath physician who treated me
And I was stunned at how this changed my
entire reality. i was smiling and no longer felt
like the energy field was coming at me.

It was amazing and the doctor told me this was an
inherited Myasm and that none of my physical problems will heal and it will always be something else unless I repair this inherited Myasm.

Homeopath medicine sometimes works miracles and other times it
works but not long enough.
It's a process. I found out that there are psychiatric hospitols
With doctors practicing homeopathy.

This has to be done with a doctor with over 20 yrs experience in my opinion.
I had one homeopath physician that was a psychiatrist and changed to homeopathy.

I see with my family this common mizerabler theme.
No one is on medication.

My father was very angry when I was growing up. He'd snap into this blind rage and smash everything he could get his hand on. He'd punch holes in the walls and scream so loud the neighbors would talk about it for days. He did this over things like burning a pizza or losing his keys. I always hated it. I was never really very angry, prolly because as soon as I hit puberty I was placed on ritlin and Paxil. But now I am 26, the same age my dad was when he started a family, the age I remember him being such a tyrant. And I do the same things he does. Specially off my medication. I'm ashamed of it but I cant stop it. Eventually my dads anger sort of fizzled out, less testosterone I guess, but I fear I have more for many years to come as I'm only reaching my prime. It's unfortunate. Its hard to tell how much is nature vs nurture but I do think a lot of it is hereditary. He used to tell me that before I was born he would pray to God that I wouldn't be born anything like him. But it's not a prayer God answered.

Bucci - I vaguely remember asking you this before but I can't remember the answer. I hope you don't mind me asking again! :) Where/how did you get all those zoonotic diseases? I work for a vet and all of those freak me out!