Oh boy, do I understand the whole anger thing. It can be something so small, and in my mind it's a personal attack on me and I just go off. I literally freak out, and no one can even get a word in edgewise. I get vicious, and say the most horrible things, and that's just not me. I become unrecongnizable to even myself. Then when I calm down in an hour, or a day or a week, I go over in my mind what I have said or done to the people I love the most and I am horrified. Why couldent I have just shut up, or calmed down...anything. I lose complete control and it's so sad. All the meds I have been put on cause terrible side effects, so I just try and go it alone. Sometimes it works, and sometimes it doesent. I just wanted you to know, you are not alone.