I missed the post about being a newbie.
I'm the one with all the really looong posts...lol
I'm a 21 yr. old girl ...er is it woman now? haha
Anyway...I showed signs of BP at 4 but was diagnosed at 14...also with social anxiety.
school was a struggle...I'm smart (was in honors) but dealing with all the emotions made me almost drop out. But good news I didnt! 
college I have decided is a BIG NO!
so yeah my last two posts have showed that I am stressing a lot about my future.
I'm relieved I've finally found something like this.
and I want to thank everyone for the responses and support yall have already given me
thanks