I having a grosss cold that is kicking my butt. And screwing with my mood. I felt it coming on yesterday and ended up sleeping all day. Now it's 6 a.m. and I CAN'T sleep because my nose is running profusely. It's messing with my schedule and therefore my mood. And I fee pressure to NOT get depressed this weekend because last weekend was a disaster and my poor boyfriend.
I'm in school and communte, so I leave before or when he gets up and I'm often not home until after he is already asleep. So weekends are our time together - but also the hardest times for me when I'm usually pretty messed up. I feel like such a rotten girlfriend. :(