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Posted 3/4/2010 2:44 AM (GMT 0)
NO ONE LISTENS! EVER!!!!!! DFGBFGDFKHJHDKHFJ
i hate this. how stupid. i hate this stupid stuff i want an actual house and if i could cuss i would but this is stupid and wont let me...
ugh whatever im so done i wish my parents werent so ... ignorant stupid pieces of .... i hate not having money i hate knowing that something is wrong wwith me but no one ... cares no one CARES!!!!!
none of these so called loved ones care... at all. i hate this stupid life sometimes i wonder why the ... im even here

Post Edited By Moderator (serafena) : 3/4/2010 6:53:30 AM (GMT-7)

Posted 3/4/2010 2:46 AM (GMT 0)
and i cant even explain all the emotions im feeling its like my ... skin is red hot! my skin is boiling and so is my blood and i want to ... i hate this and theres no way i can type harder than i already am.
but noo i cant dpo anythijng to get rid of my ANGER i just sit here and tense my body and hold it in becaause what the ... else am i supposed to do???!??!?!? i cant do anything else without getting muyself in trouble or getting yelled at or getting hit or being annoyed with my moms nagging voice... what do i do?!?!? nevermind i dont need an aswer i dont want to know what to do. i know theres notthing to do and i hate this! even my tears are boiling hot!!!!!!

Post Edited By Moderator (serafena) : 3/4/2010 6:54:15 AM (GMT-7)

Posted 3/4/2010 5:03 AM (GMT 0)
Dear Elicia, sounds as though your medication may not be right for you. Are you able to contact your doctor and tell them how you are feeling? I truly hate you have so much turmoil building inside. Do you live in a safe area where you can go running? It may help to run off some frustration on the pavement - keep running until you literally can't run anymore. When I feel at my ropes end, I pray (and cry) and tell Him how bad you feel physically and emotionally. He has not forgotten you, really. My heart breaks for you, but please don't take it out on your family. I will pray for you tonight. Hang in there. Hugs!
Posted 3/4/2010 2:04 PM (GMT 0)
elicia,

Call or contact one of the following sites for some more teen-specific help.

www.vpp.com/teenhelp/

www.teencontact.org/

www.wingofmadness.com/Learn-More/16/for-teenagers-with-depression

Hang in there,
serafena
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