Weekend check in, how are all you doing?

 

   YAY it's friday, and im working a 24 hour shift and dont get off until 7am sat morning. Then back here for a 16 hour shift all day sunday. So it looks like SAT will be my weekend.

   Here is what i have planned.

   1. get Thor puppy to the vets for a weigh in and see how much monster puppy has grown, im betting on 103 lbs. 

   2. Get a bike ridde in for myself. I need a nice day to go strech my legs and enjoy myself for 2-3 hours. After that im good.

   3. Help the wife. She fell on wed and severly twisted her ankle. So bad they  put her on vicoden, so she has been a bit bed ridden. I'll do what i can to clean around the house, and take care of her.

   4. Thats about it, just hoping i get to do the things i want this weekend before i start another hectic/long week. 

   Oh, i saw my Pdoc this week. She was generally very happy with my results, and complimented me on how well i am learning to live with this disorder. I was a touch hypomanic when i was with her and at first she suspected drugs. Since i was getting blood work done anyway i said add a drug test on and you will know im not lying when i say drugs have no interest to me. Once we talked a while and i explained how i was handling things she felt confident that i was ok, she warned me that many people tend to miss the warning signs of mania and slip in without knowing it. I said that i am very well aware of my specific issues (sex) and when i start thinking about wandering i take an extra dose of my meds and that gets me over the hump (Sorry, bad pun ) 

   Hope you all are going ot have a wonderful weekend, get soem stuff done, and enjoy yourself.

    BTW, POST SOME PICTURES so we all can enjoy some of the things  you enjoy or take pride in, after all we are a bit of a family around here.

       Happy Bill

I am going to hug my baby bunnies.  :(  I added a couple more cages and my rabbitry is complete.  Got all my registration papers done to, so everything is official!  http://www.flickr.com/photos/44490617@N07/4604198250/

If the weather is good, SO and I will probably go for a ride in his boat.  Or I'll send him out to enjoy it and finish mowing the lawn.  He hates mowing the lawn and I don't mind at all.  I need to thin our seedlings in my garden too.

Other than that, play with the dogs, train them too.

My son is staying with my parents until tomorrow afternoon, so I have a little bit more free time.  :)

Bill - take good care of your lady!  :)

Hi everyone, I'm doing ok....fighting short bouts of anxiety but generally okay.
Trying to work things out on the home front. Have decided to go visit my family (mom and grandparents) in Florida alone. Hoping to straighten things out and focus on myself for a change. I find it really hard to be selfish, I'm so used to doing everything for everyone else. I guess that's why I tend to take too much on until I break. My husband isn't completely supportive, he's still afraid I'm gonna leave him. Which I would justified in doing but I haven't made that choice yet. I want time to heal first.
My pdoc is being an ass, I'm sure he's found out by now that I'm supposed to be switching
doc's because he's not doing a good job.(this from the same man asking me what antidepressant I wanted to try if my other one wasn't working) My husband went there to have him fill out some FMLA forms for his job to cover him for times he's had to take off work to drive me to my appointments when I was so messed up I could barely function let alone trusted myself to drive long distances without ramming my car into a wall. I even had to drop my school semester because I was falling apart. He said I wasn't bad enough for my husband to have to take off to care for me. I had to call his assistant and explain that it was to drive me because I was in capable of driving myself. I still haven't heard back from him.
The man only asks me if my meds are working and has had to change them 3x's in the last 9 weeks. He knows darn well I've been on the verge of comitment for months now. What the hell does he consider bad? He tells me he believes I'm bipolar then changes my meds and doesn't explain crap about it. Everything I've learned was either on the internet or with my talk therapist. It's frustrating, it feels like I'm being punished for fighting so hard not to do something I can't take back. I was isolated to my bed for nearly a month i felt like I my world was ending and I had nothing left. it was everything I had to keep breathing. ***.....
Anyways....I just continue to remind myself to breathe take everything a step at a time. I'm trying.

Hey happy bill..
doing pretty good here.
just housesitting at my aunts, enjoying the peace and quiet somewhat, hanging out with her cute cockatiel...
I'm hooked on Bones so i've been watching that nonstop, and reading a book about bisexuality that is fascinating. (there's another bi!! LOL)
mood seems stable, which i'm really glad about, time to start something important i think :)
I'm gonna rearrange my room. I'm determined to have it comfy and feng-shuied or something... :P

thats all for me, thanks for asking!!
sounds like you're doing well too~~ what a full weekend.

I am watching the Food network. and the cooking shows

Happy Bill,

I have a cute puppy too. German shepherd. She is 17 weeks old today. I don't know how to post a photo so I wont be able to. But just wanted to post this.

Hope you all are doing well.

Hugs, Karen