Okay, I'm bipolar and I know I am. But I'm in the process of diagnosis. I've been manic for a few months now, so OBVIOUSLY I am prone to doing stupid/illegal things.
I'm sick of how long its taking for me to get diagnosed/get meds. Because I am ****ing ruining my life and I know it. I heard that one way to see if you're bipolar is to take antidepressants and see if it triggers mania (STUPID, I KNOW). I broke into a caravan, stole meds which just happened to be Zoloft and took them. There were 3 left, I took one each day. By the 2nd day I was hallucinating non stop. All kind of hallunciations; visual, smell, touch, hearing things...I've NEVER been that bad before. It was like a dream! I was also speaking so fast that no one could understand me, etc etc etc. I'm still manic now, but not THAT bad.
So far I haven't told my psych. I just want to know, is this a sign that I'm definitely bipolar? Because I'm not sure whether to tell him or not...
Post Edited (AK93) : 8/15/2010 5:50:50 AM (GMT-6)