Posted 12/16/2010 5:03 AM (GMT 0)
I've been having kinda a macic episode the past couple days.. Well, kind of a mixed episode, but more manic. Maybe its because I just had to raise my dosage of lamictal, idK... Abyways, I went to my little sister's high school choir concert today and I was anxious about being around so many people (her h.s. Has a huge auditorium), had a panic attack b4 I went... But once I got there, I calmed down.. It took me back to when I was in high school (seems like so long ago)... Then my sister came onstage to sing her solo, and as she began to sing, it was a beautiful feeling... I was proud. She's got a beautiful voice and I got a lil emotional watching her... I left her concert feeling happy and peaceful... It was nice.
Bi polar type 1
Panic/ anxiety disorder
Epilepsy
scoliosis/ degenerative disc disorder
Meds: Lamictal 50mg (working my way up to 200mg),
Klonopine 0.5mg as needed,
Keppra 500mg,
Vicodine 750mg as needed