Can you feel anti-social-ness sneaking up on you? I do today. I'm going to waste gas and drive to the next town with stores and go shopping just for fun, get some ice cream with my son, etc. Maybe get that oil change my car needs?
I'm still avoiding the pharmacy and library. I don't feel well enough to go to the pharmacy. I'm out of 100 mg tabs of Lamictal. I split those to add to my 200 mg to make my 250 mg dose. I had some leftover 150 mg so I took 2 of those last night. It's a little high, I hope it is better than a little low?
The more I sit, the more withdrawn I feel. I don't even want to talk to my son. How sad is that. :(
I mailed a BIG Easter card for him, he got it today. We had watched the movie Hop, so I put the return address as "E.B. Easter Island". The card was a picture of a rabbit. I wrote on the inside a note from the Easter Bunny saying he had hidden eggs at Grandma's house for my son to find. He was more excited about that than Santa Claus. :)
But even after that moment, I want to hide from life.
:puttingonbiggirlpanties: and leaving the house.