Bottom line---when does this stop? How do I know when the withdrawals are over and when it is me?
Here are the symptoms--have been on Effexor for almost 3 years--highest dose 450 a day.......then went to 300 a year ago.....have come down 225 for a month 150--stayed on that two months due to the good ol' holidays, 75 a month and then did the whole start package backward for my final dosages.
I took my last dose of 37.5 a week ago today......none of the drops have bothered me until the 37.5--became very foggy, bad memory, very sad, withdrawn for a couple of days, then I have spouts of extreme laughing/silliness--hypo mania moments--then start crying b/c I KNOW what I am doing is not normal........
A couple of days off the effexor completely, I went into a totally irrational state,,,,,crying hysterically, decided to take my klonopin b/c I felt like I was a burden to everyone and I was in the way.....I don't know....things are crazy.....seems to level out and my pdoc said to take 1/2 klonopin when I feel some of this agitation, whatever it is coming on so I will be able to function.....I am a school teacher so I have to be here for my kids...
I have even had bouts with light bothering me....just needing to be in a dark room b/c the light and people are just too much.....anxiety....I guess. Here is the kicker--I am still on 20mg of Lexapro and 150 of Lamictal so is all of this just withdrawal from this med......or is it me? I don't want to go back on it............PERIOD! I just need to know when the symptoms are gone and it is now time for me to try my best to push myself through this crap......any advice PLEASE!!!