Posted 3/4/2007 5:05 PM (GMT 0)
I am 37 and divorced mum of 3. As a child I had problems - didnt socialise well, was very unhappy. started the idea of suicide attempts at a young age - around 9. Mother didnt get on with people around us so i thought thats why i didnt socialise well.
Was sexually abused at age 8 and have an inner rage that builds up every now and again (fortnightly mostly) and i find it difficult to trust people. relationships arent good. The intense welling up of fear and anger pours out of my mouth (usually in the evening/night) unprovoked and I go into a trance like state (dissociation is what my counsellor says it is), then I just want to end my life as I hate the feelings that go along with it.
Am I bipolar?????
Fluffykins