Oh Robyn,
I am so sad to read about your mom, you are a good daughter I am sure. I have a college age daughter myself and she will come home for her break next week. I am looking forward to her helping me with our holiday traditions we have done since she was little. Baking, candy making and then we make trays to distribute to friends and neighbors. Maybe you and your mom have done things like this? My daughter and I have had some very good talks doing these things, or sometimes just being quiet but being together is fine too. I remember doing these things with my own mother.
One thing she loves to do too is look at photo albums of when she was growing up. She wants me to tell her all about each photo, even though she has heard the stories many times before. When we decorate the tree we remember where each ornament came from, they are like old and dear friends we see once a year.
Your poem shows the pain you feel. Just be there for your mom, make some good memories for you to savor in years to come. God bless you and your family. We should all celebrate each family gathering as if it we're our last, I've come to know first hand.
As for taking a leave from school, that might be a good decision if you feel lost and alone while away from her. During your break it might be a good time to talk it over with your mom.
Post Edited (Liz Bether) : 12/12/2004 6:28:21 AM (GMT-7)