Uggggggggggh! Bored! Recouping from surgery and sitting here day after day b/c of physical limitations--not too much b/c of the surgery, but the procedure triggered my ulcerative colitis, which triggered chronic fatigue and feeling weak, in lots of pain, etc. Thing is, my mind is active and wants to go, go, go do something; starting to get depressed b/c this is also reminding me all the days I have missed (past) getting out and living life; sitting here thinking about
all the people out in the world traveling, socializing, etc. There's so much T.V., reading, organizing the home (if able), interneting one can do before it just feels mundane and boring. I take the dogs out to the local park when able, but there's not as much satisfaction in it for me as for the dogs--at least they seem content. To anyone in a similar situation how do you get through the endless days of sameness?
One more thing, the worst is when I wake up in the morning and I suddenly realized I have a whole day ahead of me with nothing interesting, new, or exciting to do and I feel a sense of emptiness that's almost unbearable.
Post Edited (BigLucy) : 9/23/2009 7:12:16 PM (GMT-6)