Posted 9/5/2012 2:28 PM (GMT 0)
I have been going to PM for 2 years and i had some mess ups at first with meds and depression, and ended up short on meds one time ((which was only once and 2 years ago)) So i have been going there but about this time last year my doc left, it hasnt been the same and i feel like its a cold uncomfortable place where im not at all feeling like a person just a number on a chart. I guess i just wanna start over, my chart speaks for it self as far as my accident and deg disk disease and arthritis ect..I just feel like i am in limbo. I had my Medtronic Neurostemulator placed last year and since then im trying to navigate life with pain but not as much pain...whats normal,,,what can i expect, will i have surgeries again? are my expectations not realistic to want to know where i stand rather than feel like i am sinking into quick sand further with every visit?
Bunny-Girl-26yo
Deg disk, l-4 l-5 fusion bone graft
hardware removal
Medtronic neurostem