Posted 4/16/2013 5:17 PM (GMT 0)
Howdy again, you would think that after 8 plus years of terrible neuropathy in feet and legs with all the horrible nerve pain and now my hands and arms the same. I am always thrown for a loop when something new, like this huge heavyness feeling. My husband said to just dont take chances anymore. I fell outside on patio. He wasnt at home. I twisted my right ankle and had no control once I started falling. I just lay there crying like a baby for about 20 minutes. My husband got home and heard me before he could see me.
I didnt break anything thank goodness. Just really sore down my left body and knee swelling as it twisted too....................Yall, I have something that I feel comfortable enough to tell people, and yall all seem so caring in the Pain forum. Because of the pain that has taken over my life, my mental illness is taking more of its time defeat me. I dont know tho about this forum, but I do know it is the pain that has made me not be able to take care of myself or my home. It, and me, have turned into a vegetable. I guess its like a confession feeling to me. Know one knows how bad it is, except for the condition of the house, which is just a disaster. Next is not taking care of monthly bills. They are always late, causing me so much stress, but still i cant seem to care enough to do them. I have a mountain of mail. I pay bills when they call me and I just pay right then with credit card. WHY have I let things pile up so bad?
My husband is unreadable. Yall, I cant stand this. Writing it is making me plumet in my stomach. I will be back....Cathy