While I don't have those issues, my husband does - severly, so I can completely understand where your coming from. He gets to the point where he can't control himself sometimes and gets in a major rage. I usually will give him a shot of NyQuil (or Benadryl) as well and it usually works (if his Ativan doesn't, that is). He also has propranolol to take as well, the only problem with that is it takes too long to kick in. Of course, sometimes I have to give him the "tough love" to snap him out of it, then I can baby him and that always works.
Also, never apologize for venting, that's what we're here for, to help each other. 8-)
I hope you're feeling better this morning.
Post Edited (alsoinpain) : 5/1/2013 6:02:14 AM (GMT-6)