IH8Pain said...
Poweredbylove said...
Best of luck. You may want to find a new pharmacy that has different generics for the patch.
Thanks Poweredbylove and everyone else for being so nice
Yeah I'm thinking of switching pharmacies because the pharmacy I go to seems to have terribly ineffective generics, its like they get the cheapest, least effective medicines they can find or something, lol.
If these patches also do not work so well for me are their any generics that you, or anyone , can suggest? Because I am at the stage of my pain atm where I am like " OK that's it I've had it. I want my pain fixed and I want it fixed now, so that I can get back to a normal life or at least not a life where I'm completely bed-ridden like I am now. I'm sick of seeing so many doctors, I'm sick of all of the medications, I'm sick of the merry-go-round...I want off where all my friends are waving for me to come join them in their normal lives. Help!!!) Did any of you ever go threw this stage, or is it just me , lol?
Btw sometimes my pain gets really bad and I disappear for awhile from this forum to rest, heal and be in pain. So if you don't hear from me it just means I'm in too much agony to even go on the computer. I'm sure some of you know what I mean, do you?
Anyway ttys
hi, it's my first post so please forgive any mistakes. I can totally relate! I am blessed with a wonderful PM Dr, but that wasn't always the case. I spent years completely bedridden, I was a gymnastics coach, in my mid 30's, plus I look young for my age & was in good shape, I spent 4 years in excruciating pain before I was diagnosed. ....the first time, with ovarian cancer with complications & only because I begged Dr to take it out because I literally could not stand up, I was crawling to the bathroom. Now over 10 yrs later I'm back where I started with the abdominal pain, along with 2 discs out in the back & neck each, etc etc. My PM Dr is both brilliant & empathetic, I have total faith in him. He has told me I will never be pain free, the goal is to have a decent quality of life. First step is finding a great Dr! Takes many years sometimes. Every medication affects every person differently, but I wanted to tell you my experience with Opana. I took the long acting version & short for BT. It worked well for me for years, then in 2012 I think, the manufacturer changed the formula. Opana was built around the Timer-X system (same when formula changed for oxycontin) but they STARTED with the formula, so when they changed it to make it abuse proof it didn't make sense, what actually happened was their patent was up so they reformulated, too quickly, to keep it. The first pill I took burned from the time I swallowed it until it left my body, & I've never been the same since. I couldn't stop taking it abruptly, so I tried to figure another way to get it in my body. I was living in FL at the time & driving home to see my Dr once a month, so I had no recourse. People were crushing this pill with a DRILL, I actually stood on the pill at 1 point because I couldn't believe how hard it was!!!! No wonder people were passing it intact! I ended up putting it in a Afrin bottle & that dissolved it, then squirting it up my nose, a nightmare for me because I have a phobia of putting things in my nose. It's VERY expensive, it was $900 a month, I was self employed, no insurance & received it from the manufacturer for free, but I'm not sure what is currently going on with it. It was a excellent painkiller, but I don't think anyone could tolerate the new formulation & I think it lost popularity with some drs. I would research that medication seriously before bringing it up to your Dr. I finally got insurance, medicaid, and my dr recently switched me from MS Contin 30mg 3x a day to fentanyl 25, he told me he was starting me at the lowest dosage, but expected to have to increase dosage or apply more often, which brought me here! Maybe because of the heat? Mine starts decreasing in effectiveness until I steadily get more ill by the 3rd day. I need to know if insurance will pay for every 48 hrs. Also, I've taken Dilaudid as Bt med, & after 3 months I've developed a tolerance for it & it no longer works. Tolerance develops always, but I've been taking oxycodone 5 mg 4x a day for a couple of years now with no problems. My dr saves Dilaudid for surgeries/post op pain. Others have DEFINITELY been there, I wanted to die because I was in so much pain all the time & could never go back to work, which incidentally I'd been doing since I was 6, so I lost my identity as well, & frankly, I wouldn't be here now if I hadn't had a son that I just couldn't abandon & hurt by killing myself. But today I have 2 gorgeous grand babies, under the age of 4, that I'm raising with my son (real mom abandoned them). Do I have pain & real bad days, absolutely! Like now getting ill every 3rd day & being in pain every 2nd, & even when things aren't fluctuating, but my Dr knows what's going on in my personal life & I know he will do everything he can to help me. The good days are so worth the bad ones!!!! I pray you get to that place! I was an Elite gymnast, I'm no stranger to pain, but CHRONIC pain wears you down mentally, physically, & spiritually. Just hang in there, and you will get to a better place! Best of luck to you :)