Posted 6/5/2013 8:22 PM (GMT 0)
Hi nvrthesame98,
Hi, I appreciate your response. My fear of methadone came from a number of things. The first being, media hype! I have young children and I was terrified of falling asleep and not waking up. At the time my husband was a commercial fisherman and was in Alaska a lot, and my children were 7 and 2 at the time. I had already had one close call with them almost being left alone while I could have died. Luckily my mom was in town and had stopped by, and I had a grand mal seizure that was very serious. My kids were panicked and would have just watched it happen. The seizure wasn't caused by any medications or anything, it turned out to unrelated to my other situations. But since them I have been over cautious about something happening to me and my kids ending up alone.
It's not just methadone I was scared of, it was the patch too. Mine didnt stay on well and I was scared of it coming off and not noticing and it getting in the hands of my kids. I think with all meds I'm scared. That includes none narcotics like muscle relaxers and sleeping pills. I know the media blows everything out of proportion, but its hard not to hear it. Like I had said, I grew up in an area ravaged by pill abuse, and unfourtantly I have seen a lot if lives ruined and lost. People I grew up with. People I was friends with in high school who I see in town and they are different.
As for what LexiRae said, my doctor tried that. She was going to write for different strengths and they basically said nice try. The pharmacist called me (I live in a very small town), and said that he thought things were going to get difficult if I didnt make a change.
As for the opana, I discussed it with my doctor a year ago and at the time decided not to do it. Mostly because I have tried so many things and I'm tired of changing meds and finding a rythm with them. It's so tiring to go through this, as I'm sure you all know. Thanks again.