Bad day...

I know how you feel.

We both have almost the same post.

I am almost same as you: with a flare up of my symptoms, and with more pain.
The lost of my mom was the most important lost in my life, because a mother is the most lovely person for anyone. I remember her all the days.

I am a God believer, and this is my relief when I think in my mother. I don´t know if you believe in God , but it is a good choice, believe me.

Lets listen the advice of the good people in this forum.

I want to send you a lot of hugs from Spain.

You both have my greatest sympathy. I agree that the loss of a mother is a life altering loss. It's great to hear two people who understand that consoling each other. It's been 10 years since my loss. As I get older I look so much like her. I used to cry every morning when I looked in the mirror. Now I try to accept it and be thankful for a sweet reminder of her. I do believe we will see each other again so that helps too. I hope you both have some precious memories to help you through this hard time.
Texas sized hugs for you both!

I hope tomorrow is better.