Hey JMZ...I apologize for my failure to welcome you. You've found a good place filled with folks who are warriors not only in their struggles with pain, but also with the compassion to support others in pain. I am so sorry for your ongoing suffering. I am thankful you have your mom...what a blessing!
I have no experience with pain pumps, though I've read good things here. I must confess the mere idea of my daily pain being managed would be a Godsend. I started PM in January of this year, though I've lived (existed) with moderate to severe daily pain for most of my life. Thus far, I've had little success but I'm trying to remain optimistic. It was difficult to "push through" the pain without narcotics in my younger years. It's become impossible to do so @ 53. I, like you, want to be able to have a quality of life.
I'm thinking positive thoughts for us all, though I'm sorry for your latest injury...tough break (not funny) Take care and stop by anytime.
Hugs~~Dixie