Thanks for your replies. Guess I should give an update, though it's not really good news. Last week, while still trying to decide what to do about
the RF block, I had a huge spike in pain. Level 10, in a new area just below my ribs but near where the tumors are, and it wouldn't go down.
By coincidence the social worker called my wife about
a mundane thing.
She said, "Help! what do I do?" Because I was lying on the couch moaning and couldn't do anything.
He said, "I think it's time for hospice, because they can manage pain better."
He got me hooked up within hours with a local hospice program. But rather than come to my home as hospice normally does, they said I was so bad they wanted me in the hospital before they increased my medicines by the massive amount they knew they'd have to.
So I wound up in the hospice room at the hospital, with a morphine IV five times the dose I was getting, but within a day or so, they had me almost out of pain (good enough at least), almost no brain fog which has now faded to no problem at all, no nausea, just a little dizziness which continues to improve--great combination of control with minimal side effects. They switched it over to pills so I don't even need to carry around a pump, and I'm back home and pretty happy--as happy as someone dying of cancer can be, I guess, LOL.
But no decision now about
an intercostal nerve ablation being repeated because I'm so much worse overall.
That's not even an option anymore.
They're handling that old pain with 900 mg neurontin, which seems to work with minimal side effects--the potential neurontin side effects were what had scared me off from taking it before--and that old pain is the least of my worries now.
We all think I might not be close enough to actually dying to need hospice yet--maybe six months to a year rather than six months or less--but I'm on the borderline. Still, it's just good to have that new horrible level 10 pain controlled, and they may have a palliative care program that works better for me until I get closer.
Not great news, but every day that I get to spend another day alive and reasonably pain-controlled is another good day, so it's better than bad news, I guess. At least that's how I'm looking at it.
Post Edited (JamesBW) : 11/3/2014 9:00:27 PM (GMT-7)