Posted 6/12/2016 10:36 PM (GMT 0)
Hello my dear friend, so good to hear from you. Yes, it has been awhile. Please know that pity parties are very much allowed here at the forum & we are good about accepting invites. You don't have to have one alone is what I am trying to say. If there is anything any one of us can do here to lighten your load for a moment we will be more than happy to do just that.
Is there a close family member that could come & stay with you for awhile? We had another member having issues with dizziness & I cannot remember who it was. What does the dr say about this? If you haven't discussed it with the dr, please make an apt & do so. I am guessing the dr says the xrays appear to be ok after these 3 bad falls? You sure don't need problems with that fusion.
When you get in that bad place Pinky, ask yourself what would Chris want me to do or how to handle this. My neighbor like you lost her husband totally unexpectedly. Her first year was awful but she talked to Cliff a lot & it helped her. She said I would just stop & think what would Cliff tell me to do about this, she always came up with answer. She said she knew when Cliff visited, she would find pennies in various places in the house. The pennies were not there the day before. She said there was either a song or poem titled Pennies from Heaven. She said, Susie I can tell you this because you will not think I have lost my mind. Where you live do you ever see cardinals in your yard?
I hope you won't be a stranger as you do have friends & people that care here. Healing thoughts, hugs & prayers being sent your way.