PCP appt.

Thanks PaLady. I will continue the Wellbutrin for a while anyway. I don't know if the change in my mood and emotions is because of that or just because and not related to the Wellbutrin at all. Who knows? I just seem to be incredibly sad all of the sudden...

I have my doctor appt. today at 10:30. I am so glad it is today. It has been a long weekend. And I have spent alot of time worrying about what he will say and if he'll let me go back to work. I reread my paperwork from work last night. It does state that if you are out for 6 months on short term disability, your position will be terminated... Well I am a few days short of 4 months. I will make sure the doctor knows this too. It is pretty scarey. I don't know if I'll be able to do my job again. I don't know how long I can handle the pain. I have no clue. But I have to try...I will be honest with him. I want to leave his office satisfied that all is going to be alright. I want to leave with hope this time and not in tears...I will leave a few minutes early to sit in the car and pull myself together before I go in...I do have in my mind what I want to say. I just hope I don't freeze up. He is so old school and so head strong and set in his ways...I hope he feels flexible this morning. I'll post when I can. I also have a 1:30 counseling appt today. And I have to pick my son up from school at 3:00. He started the 5th grade today. He sure is growing up on me...
Anice