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I can't handle this pain anymore. I have been seeing so many doctors for years now and they have all given up. All they say anymore is to "hang in there". I can not do that anymore. This pain is too intense. It's taking over my life. nothing helps. I sit around and cry all day. I just tried to take a walk and it hurt so badly that I started crying. No one believes me. My family doesn't think that my pain is as intense as I say... I give up. My panic attacks and anxiety and depression are as bad as they've ever been. I still get awful migraines. And my pain is so severe that I barely even live my life anymore. I'm not going back to the psychiatric hospital because that didn't help at all either. I'm done. I give up. I need this pain, emotional and physical, to end.
Thanks for letting me vent. <3 goodbye.

Please contact the suicide hotline, look for it in your local phone book or dial the operator
you need help with your depression, life is worth living you have to hang in there as people do care for
you and we do to...we care and you would be missed, please don't cause this pain
for your parents, think how much it would hurt them with you gone, there has to be better medicines
or something out there for you to try...maybe ask your mom to get some tart cherry juice, that
is supposed to help with pain, it helps, have you tried over the counter lotions like aspercream
or maybe a vitamin D and B supplements those to might be of help...
Many Prayers and well wishes, we care...try ice packs or heating pads...