Posted 8/24/2012 2:12 PM (GMT 0)
Hi manda09. Today is a new day, may not feel like it for you if you've been up most of the night like me, just did way too much yesterday, between a pm appointment, and later chasing my PM all over Bakersfield for hours trying to get my prescription filled out properly, I learned the hard way yesterday, every box has to be filled in, and it has to be in the doctor's handwriting, not to mention 6 trips to the back of costco, given that I can barely walk, that's quite a bit.
You might feel like someone drug you through a rock quarry and left you in the ring with George Foreman afterwards. It will pass, but I know it doesn't feel that way right now.
You may find some help for your day from an energy drink. If you do choose that route, I recommend not more than a 16 oz Monster low carb, it has a very limited amount of sugar, but enough to keep you hydrated, and has a lot of b vitamins that will help, and the sugar content is low enough to not render a sugar crash. I would drink half at breakfast, and half at lunch, no more than that, even if your a huge caffeine junkie like me, too much will get your heart rate really going, which would make any withdrawal worse.
I'm not sure if I'm actually allowed to recommend a specific thing like that on here, but I think the vitamin content in it will really help you today, anything else is just gonna be a can of straight sugar, and make you drop through the floor after a few hours.
I also am a single parent, I have a two year old son, I know the responsibility that you are facing, and I know what it's like to look in your childs face, and feel completely helpless, and hopeless, because pain has you by it's firm, unrelenting grip, I'm a grown man, generally known as a man's man, and its enough to bring me to tears on many occasions.
It sounds like this terrible ordeal will not last long, I know how much of an eternity a month can seem, just take it one day at a time, and even one minute at a time if need be, try not to think of the long term, instead focus on what can I do right now to occupy my mind.
Hope you have a better day today, and you're able to find something to laugh at, try picturing a grown half crippled man, bumbling about, trying to take care of a two year old, still in diapers (thats me lol) that oughta give you something to laugh at. Take care, and I hope it gets better for you.