Well try and hang in there BlueD, we are all here to give you our support, and we do all care. I know what it is like to have irretractable pain, and it is tough, it just takes over all of your being, but know your not alone with it, you do have people here that can empathize with you, and are here for you! I wish I could be of more help, but hopefully you can see your doctor soon and he can help you!
White Beard