Posted 2/25/2013 11:05 PM (GMT 0)
My daughter left for home in Charleston, Sunday morning via my youngest son and his girlfriend. Was nice having visitors all week, but nice to have a quiet house again.
We took her out to a Japanese Hibachi place Saturday night, where they cook in front of you and put on a big show, she had never been to one before.
Sunday afternoon, took my wife on a long overdue clothes shopping trip, I was the patient husband and never hurried her up as she had to try on everything at least twice.
Spent a quiet Sunday evening together. Was a nice way to end a busy week.
Today, did tax work for a couple of commercial accounts, and fixed the dryer vent and a toilet, gee, what an exciting day.
Not booking up much this week, have physical therapy Wednesday as usual, and one business meeting scheduled, but that's it.
As of now, the Flowmax the new doctor put me on, has had zero effect on the terrible bladder spasms I suffer on top of all the regular pain, if anything, I swear its making it worse. Won't be trying much longer on that med. He said it may or may not help in my unque set of circumstances.
Mostly want to rest and think, about the potential of that dangerous surgery if it is approved, and if I agree to undertake it. It's really tough. If I don't do anything, things are going to get worse, and if I do it, there is substantial risk that things could end up worse. And regardless of this operation, none of it will do anything to slow down the cancer progression at this juncture. In some ways, it all seems pointless to me.
Just lots to think through.
david