Posted 4/27/2013 2:55 AM (GMT 0)
Hey my friends....
First and foremost - thanks for your thoughts and prayers. Trust me, I felt them today!
I got my "powerport" put in today...... Long story short, despite MASSIVE amounts of versed and fentanyl - they could not get me sedated. Nothing. I was laying there - completely awake and alert..... being cut open under a local...
They used ultrasound to look for the right vein.... started on one, made a small incision - and for whatever reason, chose another location. To get it in - they had to pull and tug like crazy.
Afterwards, they gave me a few IV doses of dilaudid.... it took the edge off...... I then went to the infusion center (they had left needle in) -- and I went to have my first infusion.
8:00pm Update: The local has worn off..... and that whole area is throbbing and painful. If I change positions.... it's absolutely throbbing at the various incisions. The needle is also left inside of it -- as I had another infusion Monday and Thursday. Don't know if that's adding to the extra pain or what.
Sorry to complain, lol...... I'm sure it will get better quickly.... and I KNOW this will be a huge blessing.... But, right now, i just want to rip off the bandages and tear it out!! It hurts!!
Love, Tina