Lexi and Chart,
Thanks your support, as always. Chart I know it's a V8 engine in the car but I don't know the kind, like 383 V8 or whatever, I'm FAR from a car person LOL. As long as I can start it, drive it, and park it that's all I need to know.
I've been thinking about
the wax type machines, actually suggested it to hubby a couple of days ago. He went and picked up my favorite type of donut for breakfast. A sugar coated, lemon filled donut. We then went out to the dealer to get the oil changed on his new car. We were going to go and pick out something for me at the store, but I was just hurting way way to bad. So we came home, I put up my feet and rested.
Hubby, was really tired and took a nap before going to dinner. I think he didn't get a LONG enough nap and was a bit grumpy. The 3 of us went to dinner, it was okay, but not great considering what it cost. Our daughter was disappointed with the final course. This place added a shot of 151 to the chocolate along with the baileys and then burned the alcohol off. Well the 151 you could really taste
We arrived home at 9:30 and hubby went straight to bed. I'm kinda worried about
him, he doesn't appear to be his normal self. Not sure what's going on with him and he isn't talking about
things. Daughter leaves in the AM for her summer job in NYC. Sure hope she does okay, I know she's upset with my leukemia DX. I truly have been considering packing a bag and just disappearing.
I want them NOT to suffer through watching me get sicker. I know deep in my heart that it just might be the best thing for them, but I don't know IF I could live through it. My pain is so bad
I feel so sick I think I'm gonna come unglued.
Lexi I hope you and your guy were able to celebrate today. I sincerely hope that you had a great day health and pain wise. However, if you didn't that's okay, I'm sure he understood. My day didn't go like I wanted and yeah I'm disappointed and a bit upset and hurt. I think my feeling bad affected hubby's mood. We are gonna have good days and bad ones. I know I can expect many more bad than good days to come. If today wasn't the best for you Lexi, the next time you feel good, make up for it. Keep your chin up ladies.
Hugs,
Barbara