Posted 3/15/2014 8:48 PM (GMT 0)
Vickie,
I do not consider what you relayed as any type of news to be labeled bad. I'm looking for information, flat out,...not looking to only be told stories of sunshine and rainbows.
Even though I've been out of the system for a while, I do have a history with A&P, and I find it quite fascinating. I watched them do surgery on my foot and thought it was pretty cool, so I don't get wigged out.
I knew I had damage, and I know where the area is, and I recognize the dermatome, etc. I'm simply trying to gain some understanding, regardless of what that entails....what that summary translates to, what it implies, what's the impact.
When I was looking for a WalkAide, and got hooked up to the stim, what was interesting was that while the pads were on my peroneal nerve and on my anterior tibs, when stimulated, I actually was everting and plantar flexing? Go figure. So I was wondering if my body "re-wired" those damaged nerves.
Any and all learning is good, regardless of the message. As long as I understand. I also don't consider my surgery a "failure" just because of this, because no matter how I look at it, I'm better now than before. (Not losing control of anything,....know what I mean?)
So I just slap the brace on, and I still work out, and sure, my gate is compromised, but I'm trying to learn. I was curious if, based on that, it inferred no regeneration was possible (if that's the case, okay, I just want to know, either way)...or if it would be slow, (as in, my sensory nerves have become hyper-sensitive, and where the skin was "numb" I can now feel touch).
I still cannot move that darn foot and I'm the poster child for trip-hazards, but I find it fascinating that my skin can feel touch sensations where before it couldn't.
I'm not holding my breath for anything, and above all, I don't want to be told "news" under the condition it's only "good" news. I want to hear it all, regardless.
Hopefully my neuro will call me next week.
I think my primary concern would be in what manner will it, or would it, affect my abilities to work out, and what restrictions I need to utilize, or what to expect in the future (no surprises, if possible, so I'm looking for info now to prepare).
I was curious if this was as good as it gets? If I can expect it will only get worse? If it's possible something or another may spring back to life? If something's going to wither away, I want to know what it will take with it (ie: permanent foot drop?) I can work with whatever I'm told as long as I am told.
Thank you for telling it like it is, as that's what I was asking. I do have a basic understanding, and as I've said, even though I've been out of the loop for a while, A&P is more up my alley than say,....I dunno, computers or something? (That's very much out of my depth!) If it has to do with the body, mine or anyone else's, I want to learn. Either way.
M.
PS: WB -- I'm not sure my doc is withholding info, as he has yet to return my call and explain this to me. And I accept responsibility for not asking questions...I was in too much pain to think about anything. This has been a very rough year. So I'm trying to pick up the pieces now and ask more questions, even if I'm late to the party.