Posted 7/3/2014 2:49 PM (GMT 0)
Hello All,
As ya'll know, I wanted to come off the narcotics to see if I could do without them. Well it's been 2 weeks totally free of them and I hurt every single day. Nothing helped the pain. I was on the couch all day because I feel the pain less when I'm laying down. Then I would go to bed. Not living, only surviving. So I called my pcp and spoke to one of the nurses that I trust. And I asked her to be honest with me. I asked her if I would EVER be free of pain and she said that I might get SOME better but I would probably have pain for the rest of my life. So we agreed that I should go back on the narcotics. AND she said that my pcp WOULD write the script. I told her how he made me feel and she said she didn't know WHY he said those thingsbecbecause they have a lot of patients that are on HIGH doses of narcotics. But he still hurt my feelings, so I've switched over to his assistant. But the good thing is that I don't have to drive an hour away to go to a pain management clinic. So for the rest of my life, I guess I will be on narcotics. But I want to have a life.........one where I can get out of the house.
Jodi