Sorry for appearing
GOOFY for the "check-in"...You made me feel much better about
myself=)
I saw NP yesterday for continued shingles pain in eye/ear/face. She told me what I had already "googled" but didn't want to accept...This could last for up to a year and beyond. She says eventually it will get better, but I think ahe couldn't bear to tell me "this is as good as it gets". I'm back on anti-virals for 2 months, prescribed drops for eye and ear (which pharmacy had to order).
My pre-shingles pain continues to be a constant companion, though I am in PM. I put boots on the ground and wade through the...um...er...S-S-Stella Lillies of day to day existence.
I feel empathy for those who are suffering and/or facing procedures and appointments. I've come to realize that CP is sadly a condition in which "If you're not in the midst of a storm, there's either one coming or one that has just passed".
I am happy for those of you who have GREAT test results, or at least not "as bad as you thought". I am in awe of those who manage to see the sunshine through the clouds. KUDOS=)
I'm confused by something, as I read the check-in posts (late and clueless on Wednesday at noon...duh). Quincy...why would you NOT be welcome on the chronic pain forum? IMO You bring a wealth of knowledge and experience to the conversation. Not only do you contribute to the medical aspect of CP, you also provide a light-heartedness that tickles my funny bone. I feel that if we can LAUGH at "it", perhaps we can SURVIVE "it". My disease is not cancer, but the mutant cells act like cancer. The treatments have destroyed my bone mass and caused crippling osteoarthritis. Even my pain doctor said, and I quote verbatim "Pain is pain". Please stay, Q=)