Posted 2/4/2015 1:17 PM (GMT 0)
I am new to this group an I have been reading posts. everyone on here has helped me without knowing it. loss of natural spine curve, muscle spasms, diffuse disc desiccation through spine, degenerative disc disease, facet and ligamentum flavum hypertrophy, canal stenosis, anterolisthesis, disc protrusion/extrusion/ 2 failed rotator cuff surgeries, arthritis, carpal tunnel, cryglobulinemia, adenimyosis, blah blah blah cervical blah thoracic, blah blah lumbar. pain management doc since 2009,before that had to beg monthly for pain meds for 3 years never knowing if they were going to get filled cutting pills in half to make them last for when they don't get filled because some relief is better than no relief. went through its all in your head docs, you are a drug seeker, addict, low pain tolerance doc visits and you are just fat and lazy doc visits. and my all time favorite was don't expect to get drugs from us make your appointment and get in line for the assembly line spinal injections and then the good old take this scrip for methadone and rub blue gel on your body parts that hurt plus we only take cash you can file your own insurance, you know the feeling that you cant stop crying? you feel like you are standing outside yourself and want to start screaming? you have had enough and cant take anymore? now the biggest insult after all this time, ANOTHER pharmacy wont carry my meds, and they give you THAT LOOK, insurance wont pay for them and/or they can now substitute what THEY THINK IS CHEAPER APPROPRIATE MEDS!!! sorry my rant is so long. sometimes I just lose it. after the last few years have beat the crap out of me I look 100 instead of 53. old people help ME in line at the grocery store and cashiers ask me if I want the senior citizens discount hahaha!