Posted 5/3/2015 11:00 PM (GMT 0)
I fell at work in February of 2014, landed on my side with my arm tucked under me. After months of continuing on "light-duty", therapy for my shoulder, meds, etc...someone finally determined it was ulnar nerve entrapment, and was put back into therapy for my shoulder. All of the therapy made everything feel worse, including a stabbing pain in my spine and under my shoulder blade. I went through 4 different meds, all of which may cause drowsiness, which means I will be drooling on myself for at least 12 hours. I was taken off of work in April 2014 due to my work not seeming to understand what no use of left arm meant.
Forward to January 2015...Finally had surgery. Almost everything has been worse since having surgery. The back pain stopped. The numbness is still there, I have 0 grip in my hand now and if I use my arm at all, the pain puts me down, and now I have clawing. My surgeon pulled me out of hand therapy at about 6 weeks post op to put me in work conditioning, I have a very physical job. The therapist called it an absolute disaster, it set my pain level back to about 6 months pre-op, a 50 on a scale of 0-10. I am on a 5# restriction but cannot even lift a full coffee cup without dropping it, any use of my arm, washing dishes, therapy, etc, hurts so bad that it makes me physically ill. The therapist and my comp nurse rode the surgeon until he gave me more hand therapy since the therapist pretty much kicked my out of work conditioning.
16 weeks post op, another follow up with the surgeon last week. Still no feeling in ring finger or pinkie, if I lift my hand over my head in therapy, the rest of my hand goes numb, shooting pain in my elbow that goes both up to my shoulder and down to my hand, and very sharp pain in my wrist. I am being sent for another EMG in 2 months, but was told that if everything came back normal with my nerves, I was just going to have to go back to work and deal with the pain because there is no reason why I shouldn't be able to lift 5# and if the nerve isn't still compressed there's no reason I should be having this much pain. And after only 4 more visits with the hand therapist, he put me back in work conditioning. So according to the surgeon, in the next 2 months I am expected to go from lifting 2# to 60# and just deal with the pain. On the squeeze test thingy for strength my numbers were 0,1,0,0,0, and on my good hand they are all over 70, and no feeling on the filament test on the entire pinkie side of my hand. I'm pretty scared that I am going to be sent back to work with this the way that it is and then either lose my job, or get in trouble for missing days due to the pain, and possibly only making it worse. I am even typing this one handed because After a couple minutes of typing, the pain in my wrist up my forearm is unbearable.
Any thoughts, experiences, or ideas welcomed.