Taller Now:
It is nice to see a post from you, although I am sorry to read that your surgical results have left you with lingering pains and a failed fusion.
I was a former marathon runner and busy professional, until chronic loss of health found me. I never saw chronic illness on my life's trajectory.
There can come and time and place where medicine and medical science cannot "fix" the body. A time and place where the prospect of more surgery can bring with it not improvement but rather more dysfunction and pain.
I wonder if the best course of action for you might be to seek the opinion of a Palliative Care physician and palliative care team approach.
Palliative Care has provided me with refinding of a semblance of life. It is not the life that I had before . . . But it is a life with more "good" days than less than good" days. Palliative Care is whole person care. It is about
making the best of a less than ideal situation. It is about
managing distressing symptoms (pain, fatigue, nausea, neuropathy, et al). It is less about
"fixing" what ailes you and more about
maximizing one's quality of life in contending with underling health conditions).
There is no "Dummies Guide to Living with Chronic Illness," no informational sheet that guides us in how to find life amidst a body that is no longer a best friend. Palliative Care has been a supportive model of care that has enabled me to re-find a life worth living.
It includes a Palliative Care physician who serves as the coordinator of care between the specialists that I see. Treatments and tests are decided upon as to whether they will make a positive impact on my quality of life. If not, there is no reason to proceed with tests and treatments that will only add to my pain and suffering.
It includes a RN who visits with me 1-2 times a week to monitor my status and identify potential problems before they escalate or intensify.
It includes a psychologist who meets with both me and members of my immediate family. The role of the psychologist is pivotal in providing tools to emotionally adapt and cope to chronic health.
It includes a physical therapist and occupational therapist, as needed. It includes a personal care aide, as needed.
Palliative Care is about
optimizing your quality of life in a body that may be broken or failing. It focuses on what you can do rather than what you cannot do. It focuses on care and comfort.
You may be at a place where more surgery may compound your problems.
Look into options for home-based palliative care before considering additional surgery.
Karen
Post Edited ((Seashell)) : 8/6/2017 4:56:15 PM (GMT-6)