Northern Illinois pain doctors

Hi all..I could use a little advice myself this time.  All was going well with my current pain doc.  about 8 or 9 months ago, my pain doctor of five years went out of business.  Talk about screwy! You work so hard to find a good doctor that knows what they are doing, are at the top of their field, and are willing to use a multiple facet approach, and they leave the medical field.  This doctor referred me to my current doctor.  When I saw him for my first appointment, I had no problem transferring my treatment.  He even kept me on my same meds, same dose.  Well, everything was going well...until now.  Last month, I recieved my meds like I normally do via overnight delivery.  The meds almost literally come straight from the manufacturer.  However, when I opened one of the boxes containing my meds, I was shocked to find that it was missing the majority of the medication inside of it.  At first, my normal response was to contact my doctor, but I held back on that.  I contacted the manufacturer and they told me that the best that they could do was to send out a replacement voucher, but the voucher would require a replacement prescription.  When they said that, I was quite disheartened.  I knew that I could not tell my doctor about this at all.  At my pain office, any event at all that a patient reports where medicine has been lost/stolen/tampered with is looked upon by the doctors as shady.  Even though the shorted meds had nothing to do with me, I knew that if I said something about it, I would lose the trust of my docs, but, what could I do?  SO, I called my doctors office and left an abbreviated message summarizing the situation with the nurse.  Immediately after I hung up, I wished that I had not even called them.  I go in for my next appointment on Thursday.  Its not fair.  The nurse I talked to about my appointment made me feel like I had done something wrong just for telling them about the situation.  I'm really afraid that my doctor won't trust me anymore and will withdraw his treatment of me.  It's so frustrating because I have done everything that I can think of to prove that the boxes were short before they got to me.  I even asked the manufacturer to pull the shipping weights of the packages to compare the weights of my packages to what they should have been.  The manufacturer even offered to send me a check for the retail value of the missing medicine!  Because of this, I think that it might be a good idea to search out for a new doctor before I go in for my next appointment with my current doc.  I would appreciate any advice on this, or for local folks to nothern illinois, a good doctor reccomendation. Thanx all!