Many years back I had read about
Remicade while on holiday in England. I thought it would be great to take to get off a hold load of pills. They also said it was the cure. A great idea...Right....NOT.
I have been off Remicade now for more than four years. I did have a few very minor flares till last year in July. Then bam what a feeling. I real major one. I spent seven months on ensure. The sad part I kind of like the vanilla, chocolate and strawberry flavours. February this year I had ileocolic resection. Remission again I thought. Well kind of...been having small bouts agains. *sigh*
During my major flare I again read about "stem cell transplants" and found that they were going to set up a location within Canada. So I got all the paper work from them and started to fill in the upteen papers explaining my wonder "D"; tracking to do this. It felt good. So after my surgery I contact the University of Nottingham in England and told them that I had to have it done. (It was good that I did the disease process has progress farther than I thought) They said that I still met some of the requirement and to send to them all of my reports from any futher tests that were completted after my application went in. (Yes I had been picked to be one of the 48 people world wide to have this procedure)
So seeing how I had moved during my flare to be closer to my children I contacted my old GI in the other city and got his secretary to fax me the results of a gastroscopy, colonoscopy, the pathology report and the barium follow through. This was going to be good I thought seeing how I could scan them and forward to the university of Calgary right away. NOT
I started to read the reports and found that they had seen a growth in my stomach that wasn't a granuloma it was a lymphoplasmacytic inflammatory infiltrate. It was not caused by H. Pylori. With this I also found out that I have a nodule in my lung. I have to wonder if these are due taking Remicade.
After receiving the reports I faxed them to my current GI's office (who wanted to put me back on Remicade). In my letter to him I said there is no way I am going to take any Remicade.
Please understand I am not looking for pitty. I have had a great life. I have luckier than most....traveled the world...driven nice cars in the past....and I have three wonderful adult children. I have had a wonderful life.
Shoshanna
Post Edited (Shoshanna) : 6/1/2008 5:01:04 AM (GMT-6)