Where have all the LDN users gone???
hspenser, Daved,redspot321,fc1001 to name a few...Some posted that they just started, had good results and now they are gone Where are you??? I need some support
It has taken me 18 months of suffering through an infection obtained via sig then a severe reaction to Levaquin and then dvt's in left leg due to the inability to use it after the levaquin did its damage...My GI would not prescribe LDN but would gladly start me on Remicade tomorrow, even tho he KNOWS of the reactions I have to all meds...Every med I take I get the worst side effects or it has the opposite effect, for instance, Ambien kept me wide awake and abx seem to make more infections in me...They call me SENSITIVE among other things...
So here I am fighting back from near death and all the damage that the infection and drugs did to me as well as severe tendonitis and neuropathies but I managed to live this long and am currently doing fairly well...I now consider myself 95% better from what I was dealing with yet noone would be able to live with the 5% of crap I deal with everyday...I know many know what I mean...
I finally found a doc who has an open mind and is not looking to 'kill me' (his words)...He will give me anything I need for comfort (tho I cannot take any pain meds) do any test I ask for within reason, such as the CDSA 2.0 to determine what digestive issues I actually have that could be contributing to rectal bleeding...Currently I am off all meds and supps and just went to my compounder to give him the LDN script...He is ordering the pure powder due to my food allergies and will be making this into a liquid which will dispense 1mg doses so I can adjust accordingly...I am doing the CDSA this weekend and will start the LDN on Monday...
I was thinking of having a daily diary on here so I can keep track, get advice along the way and help others be more informed on the success of LDN (I am very optimistic that this drug will be more than helpful in my case)
I have not filled out my profile but will list some of the things that I have been diagnosed with;
Ulcerative Colitis, Crohn's, Crohn's colitis,osteoarthritis (neck,knee,SI joint), severe fibromyalgia,chronic fatigue (not syndrome my rheumy says) Just plain sick and tired all the time. Had altered my diet after the first hospital stay in 2006 and just completed the Sage Medical Lab delayed food allergy testing whereby it was concluded that I should have listened to my 'gut' and stopped beef and dairy (I also believe in the MAP theory to some extent) also apples, carrots, oats,scallops, shrooms, brewers yeast,tomatoes, pumpkin...I eliminated them all last Monday and after 10 days have much less inflammation but rectal bleeding and gassy squirts upon rising and all day are quite annoying...My new doc, a proctologist, does not feel I am dealing with Crohn's...I look too healthy!!! He has recommended treatment for hemmies, fissures, etc...all for locally rectal bleeding issues...Of course he would like to do a colonoscopy but I am also dealing with severe PTSD from my 3 hospital stays, mistreatment nightmare so I MUST put that on back burner for now and again, listen to my gut, which 'guided' me to have the CDSA, the allergy testing and beginning the LDN...I have gotten all this accomplished in 1 month after seeing multiple docs over 18 months but one is in cahoots with the other and they stick together...To heck with the patients needs (and wants), it's their egos that come first...
I had been in long remissions since 1995 when I had my first bout due to NSAIDS and zoloft combo, then a new thing emerged, rectal bleeding with start of menstrual cycle...sorry guys
Trying to have that diagnosed and my new proctologist would like to schedule the scope around that time due to endometriosis issues...Could be rearing its ugly head again (had 4 lb mass removed from the left side a year prior to the UC diagnosis...I swear this is all connected somehow, but how, and how do I stop it and/or make it go away...
So, like redspot said, join me on my journey withy LDN, hopefully to better health for me...Finally...Haven't worked since 2004, not that a working individual is of more importance, but it seems we put such importance on the "what do you do?" in this country, than who we actually are and what we actually contribute...Working only enabled me to pay the doctor bills on time, now I only pay those docs that actually listen and help me, what a concept huh? Well I am sttarting to stray from the reason for my original post but I tend to type what's in my head at the time and dealing with PTSD and very negative experiences with physicians esp. the past 2 years, I cannot help myself...So forgive me for the length of this and check in from time to time...
I am a firm believer that only WE that suffer from these illnesses will actually find the 'cause' and the 'cure' for what ails each of us...Each bit of info on here helps someone, somewhere...Let's hope 2008 is a better year for all of us!!!
Peace to all~MamaDove