Just wondering since im tapering off of prednisone if my moon face is going to get any bigger..or if tapering off just means it's going to start to go down slowly...i know everyone is different and some people lose it quickly and some people it takes awhile..im hoping mine goes quickly..i didnt even have any side effects from prednisone (started August 6th at 40mg/day) until they put me on 120mg/day while i was in the hospital...im now on 35mg/day and will be finding out how much im going to taper off by on Tuesday, my first appointment since being out of the hospital (which i was in for over a month!)..so i've been on prednisone for a total of almost 2 months, which i guess is a long time?? not sure! they dr's say ive been on it too long, but i wouldnt know because the past few weeks have been a blur since going thru hell in the hospital..this whole thing has been so confusing for me because i was just diagnosed and then 2 weeks after that im in the hospital for a month..so it makes me not feel very optimistic about
this disease..my doctor at first said i was mild to moderate CD and now hes saying im severe(duh)..but now im home and because im still recovering from this whole hospital thing..still not healthy yet..i get nauseaus and pain still, afraid to eat sometimes, afraid to go to the bathroom for fear of what is going to happen, and then sometimes im just not hungry like i dont know if im hungry or not or what..its weird!!..so of course i had to drop out of school for this semester, i had to weeks ago, but now that im recovering at home and really cant do much anyway, so i plan on staying in my house until i look normal again
..i know i sound vain but i just hate looking in the mirror at someone else..someone that doesnt look like me..plus i cant fit into any of my clothes, ive lost too much weight, so i look like a lolipop lol..big head with a little stick figure body! i figure since i need time to get back to actually being able to live "normally", gain my strength back (i cant squat or bend or do much of any type of activity w/o being in pain or becoming exhausted) and continue to recover from my first flare up, why not be a hermit until my face goes down a bit? lol....
Audrey