Thank you, Thank you, Thank you! I can't believe you brought up the feet! I didn't want to whine too much in my first post, so I didn't mention that fact. I stagger around like I'm walking on broken ankles anytime I first get up. Then, once I've been on my feet for a minute or so I can look normal but if I verbalized the experience of walking it would be: ow, ow, ow, ow, ow, ow, ow. They feel bruised. It affects my hands somewhat also. I've been told it's enteropathic arthritis, fybromyalgia, etc.
And I also have to agree with the lack of energy before 2:00pm. I get my son up and off to school in the mornings, and then I'm basically out of commission until the afternoon. I just thought it was because I knew I had to get moving and appear somewhat normal for him, sort of a mind over matter thing, but I really do have more energy after say 5 in the evening. Problem is, by then I'm so behind on everything I'm overwhelmed.
However, I do have to say that I am doing much better 2+ months after stopping the Humira. I've caught up on some errant errands and actually had a few dates with my hubby! The feet though are still a problem. I realize that life without meds is not a long term solution (I have less than 188cm small bowel left - I need to keep it), so I'm researching Cimzia. Would love opinions on this new med if anyone has any.
***One other thing - Humira did help me for a long time, and I'm thankful for it. My docs agree that I would be TPN today without it. Anyone considering meds needs to realize that many side effects never bother most people, but there are risks with any drug. You need to listen to your body and your intuition, but don't throw hope out the window over what might happen.
This is a great forum - it's wonderful to be able to verify I'm not as loony as my docs think.